dear m

it's now been nine years since the day that you passed. i've known you longer dead than i've known you alive and on that day that you died i could hardly remember a time before you. since then, i've turned into an entirely different person as i'm sure you would have too if you had been given the chance. you still kept me company throughout all those years and i think you will forever. on days like these, i wonder so much about the life we could have had together, but i try to be thankful for the friendship that we had and the pieces of you i still carry with me. i wish i could've been by your grave this week, but i'll come visit you again soon. i need to tell you about all that has happened. i miss you.